I wish life could always be simple. I wish doing the right thing was easy. I wish I didn’t wake up crying some mornings. I wish sadness wouldn’t hit me like a train some days. I wish it was easy to get out of bed every day. But it’s not. Days like today, I’m feeling lower than I have in a long time. Barely being able to breath because I’m crying too hard, sobbing the minute I wake up. Have you ever been able to physically feel your heart break? Where it hurts so bad that you can barely even function? I didn’t know it was possible, until now. I’m hurting and I don’t really know how to heal myself. But I think part of the healing process is going to be staying off Instagram for a bit. It’s hurting me to see other people happy and in love when I’m feeling like my world is falling apart. I’m not going to delete my Instagram, just the app. I’ll be back, but I need a break. I hope everyone has a good week or however long I’m gone. Also, always remember to check on your strong friends, because they’re usually the ones you would never think are hurting.